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Just me being me aka I’m so annoyed and I need to get this out.

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So, My sister is the type of person that anyone verbalizing their feelings to her gets her on the defenisive immediately and me having a ton of mental health issues, don’t know how to emotionally deal with that on a daily basis. So I, being me, tend to bottle things up and her being, her doesn’t get that so when I have had enough aka reached my breaking point and it all spills out she just gets defensive and starts asking me whats wrong like she didn’t do anything to make me mad. Now that you have an understanding of this, here we go.

So my sister gave me for Christmas one year a reuseble fliter for my coffee machine and she had one herself and all was good. Then she moved and it didn’t make it to her apartment so now she no longer has one and instead of buying another reusable fliter she bought coffee fliters and is now out of them. Then last week she broke her ankle and can’t go anywhere because she’s in a cast that can’t get wet, and we are taking public transportation and it’s winter so there’s snow.

So we are now sharing mine and I had instant coffee but she wanted that, now she doesn’t understand that if she has both the instant coffee and my fliter, I can not make coffee at my home. And shes being defensive towards me because I want me fliter. and I woke up in arthrits hell and my legs may or may not have given out about four or five times today and it’s not all about the fliter at this point.

She wants me to do her laundry, when she can do her own laundry because it’s inside the building and she’s in a walking cast and has a boot and shes basically throwing in my face that I should just yes her to death because her ankle is broken. oh and I came over to share my fliter and to see if she needed anything and she wants me to clean her house and next week she wants me to stop at four different stores because she can’t and while I didn’t break my ankle it’s like she forgets I’m in pain and my legs give out on me and I need to clean my own house and do my own laundry and she has other people she can call and I’m so stressed and I basically just knocked on her door and took my fliter while also yelling she couldn’t have the fliter and the instant coffee. Then I told her to do her own laundry because I was in pain.

Can you tell I’m at my breaking point? also if things weren’t bad enough I can’t update my site at the moment and I can’t go see Scream six because my sister can’t go with me and I don[t want to go by myself.”

Written Section Revamp Plan

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I want to do a complete overhaul on the written section for where my writings go, For the Paranormal Effect and other stories each novel will have its own layout and character bios, ect. I think it will help me motivate to write more if it looks better. Poetry and Opinions will have a separate page. I will work on some layout options this week coming up and post them as I do them.

April Recap and May Post Goals

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In April I posted five times and was dealing with a lot of offline stress, for May I am starting a new job and will be busy with that. I want to get at least one survey site review done and two product reviews.

I did four survey site reviews last month:

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/04/survey-site-review-yougov/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/04/survey-site-review-telluwut/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/04/survey-site-review-mysoapbox/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/04/survey-site-review-product-report-card/

 

 

March Recap & Post Goals for April

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March was an off month, I ordered a new laptop in the beginning of the month and was waiting for it to get here. I reconnected with an old friend whose going through a hard time and have been spending a lot of time with her. I blogged nine times in March, these are the four entries you should check out.

 

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/appwebsite-review-pluto-tv/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/five-book-related-subscription-boxes-i-want-to-try/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/seven-little-known-facts/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/i-hate-this/

 

 

For April I’m going to post at least once a week and get two survey site reviews done and at least one product review. I have some appointments set up for this month and am waiting on the social security decision and whether I have to appeal again, to go before a judge this time. Happy Easter to those who celebrate and Happy Fools day to those who don’t.

I changed my mind

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I decided to put up some of my writing, I have three stories/novels I am working on. I added some of my poetry and a rant section, as a lot of things annoy me. I would rather have them here then lose them again if this computer dies too. Luckily I had poetry, rants and stories saved on two old wattpad accounts.

Please do not take anything in that section, I have chosen not to use wordpress and it is just on a separate page.

February recap and post goals for March

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I was planning to post this yesterday but I didn’t get around to it.

February Recap

In February, I posted Seven entries. There are three that I think that you should check out.

 

This mistake can land you in hot water

Five things I wish everyone understood ; Living with panic disorder

Five things that annoy tall women

 

February was a stressful month for me, my laptop died. I bought a kindle fire so I can continue to keep my blog up to date. I was able to change doctors and get medication. I was also approached by the developers of an email application to become an influencer for them.

 

Post Goals for March

I have a lot on my plate with my health, Mental and Otherwise.

I hope to post once a week, I have some plans to do some product reviews. Notably the windows 10 email client review.

 

 

As always, Old visitors thank you for visiting and for new visitors I hope that you give me a chance.

 

January Recap & Post Goals for February

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I started this month by planning out blog posts and wanting to post twice a week which worked for about two weeks and then I was lucky if I posted once a week. I started seeing a new doctor, going back to mental health services and meeting with my new care manager. That being said, I hate my new psychiatrist who feels I don’t have any of the things I was previously diagnosed with and my real problem is lack of sleep. He hasn’t put me on any meds besides a sleeping pill so I’m still having panic attacks, still having a hallucinations, still having depression. He has been a psychiatrist for forty years and I have been living in my body for thirty-four but I don’t know anything. It would have helped at my first appointment if he was more worried about my symptoms then why I can’t see my son.

I posted eight times in January, these are the posts I think you should check out:

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/01/23/seven-things-other-people-do-that-annoy-me/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/01/08/why-i-blog-and-why-i-chose-the-name-mental-affliction/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/01/05/five-things-i-am-doing-to-make-my-life-better-in-2018/

 

In February I hope to post twice a week, but some weeks I may post more or less depending on appointments and such. I have posts planned until March and I ordered another planner that I hope to dedicate to just blogging. I also plan on doing a couple of survey site reviews and product reviews in the coming months. If you are a new reader I hope to stay awhiile, if you are an old reader..glad you are still here.

Upcoming blog posts

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I got my planner & pens in the mail today and have decided to only blog two days a week; Mondays and Fridays for the reason being that it burns me out if I plan to blog more then that. I have posts planned out until the end of February starting tomorrow and on the last day of the month every month regardless of what day it falls on will be a blog post recap for that month. For the next three Friday’s posts ; January 12th, 19th & 26th will be three favorite’s posts, On the 29th I plan to post a seven things that people do to annoy me post.

For the Mondays blog posts they revolve around the sims 4, if you don’t play or aren’t interested in the game…then stay away on Mondays I guess. At least for the month of January. I hope that by planning my posts out two months in advance, I can keep myself motivated to blog and grow this one up like I did Nocturnal Dreams.

I want to try to do a couple of giveaway’s this year, possibly one that doesn’t have to do with the sims. For my readers who continue to come back and show support on twitter by sharing my blog post links..Thank you so much. I hope new readers will stick around and give me a chance.

Have to mention

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Please don’t spam my comments with the same comment on every post, if you wish for me to check your website out just mention it in a comment once or direct message it to me via twitter. I will check it out when I have the time, I promise. If you want to exchange links that is fine, you can DM me a msg on twitter or comment on one of my posts.

 

Thank you