Bored

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Date: January 24th, 2026

Time: 10:50 am

Eating/Drinking: water

Watching: Catfish

I’m bored, I finally made it downtown to pick up my food stamp card on Thursday but now I don’t have any water and I know the landlord is not going to come until Monday. I text him but I haven’t gotten an answer. I’m watching catfish and drinking water which I got before it stopped working. I had a cup of coffee this morning, thanks to Regina who has my coffee pot and my coffee.

I’m still not feeling well, my stomach hurts but I had a friend over yesterday. We just chilled for an hour.

Staying home again

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I was supposed to go downtown today but social services it’s closed because of the weather so once again I’m waiting for the mail hoping that my food stamp card is in there. I’m still not feeling well my stomach is bothering me and my head hurts and I’m still having trouble breathing.

Sick yet again

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I think I have bronchitis, I’ve just been laying low and trying to get better by myself. I went with a friend on Friday to spend the night at his friend’s house with a promise for a ride home. Then on Saturday I’m woken up and told we have to leave and I’m thinking that I’m going to get a ride home. Unfortunately I am told I have to walk several miles to get home, luckily I was able to secure a ride with somebody that I asked if they would please give me a ride home. I did get home and I am never going anywhere with him again because this is the second time that he has tried them to make me walk from the west side to the east side. I have not heard from him since.

I have to go downtown to social services on Tuesday to figure out this back rent situation and to get a temporary food stamp card. I have been craving a turkey sub and a Pepsi for the last couple days. I haven’t been feeling great and I’ve been having trouble breathing. I have to call my case manager for housing on Tuesday to see if she has had any luck finding me a new location for me to live.

I’ve been listening to the crime junkie podcast even though I am years behind on Spotify. I have also been playing coin master. I’m going to try to keep writing blog post periodically and hopefully keep this blog updated.

I’m sick

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I don’t know how I got sick but hopefully it’s just a cold and not something that will land me in the emergency room. I haven’t really done anything that last week worth talking about. The gas station down the street reopened last week so I went to get a soda and a lighter. Been spending a lot of time on fandom and fun joint forum.

It snowed

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I’m sitting here waiting for ACT to deliver my medicine and possibly give me my injection and it snowed this morning. I’m bored and I’m trying to find ways to entertain myself.

I promised a entry every day, so here is day two. I have no plans for the day and I really want some coffee but can’t get any. 😔

What’s been new

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So I was homeless for 8 months which I stayed at a shelter twice and couch hopped mostly, then I got linked up with RSI who found me this 2 bedroom apartment that I have been living in since March. I found a roommate which has been helping me with the rent and food and I’m still linked with ACT which is for my mental health.

I am still single but I have male friends, I haven’t been posting on social media lately. I lost everything when I became homeless and now only have furniture because of RSI and clothes because of my mom. I lost a ton of weight and my clothes are mostly too big.

I’m probably not going to do anything for the holidays, they cut food stamps in new York State because of the government shut down. My health has been okay but my asthma has put me in the ER four times in the last six months.

I’m using my friends wifi and I can’t play any games, watch movies or go on TikTok cause she gets pissed so I guess I’ll just try to blog every day and try to revamp my website via my phone. I still don’t have a laptop since mine was stolen by my ex in October of 2023.

I mostly sit in the apartment bored and try to fill my day up with reading and writing. I have writers block and haven’t written anything in a long time. My phone is off and has been off since July. I’m going to turn it back on in January I believe.

Nothing really has been going on the last couple of months, I’m going to start blogging a couple of times a week to keep y’all updated.

Sims game giveaway

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I am thinking about doing a sims game giveaway, in the near future. In the past when I was done sims giveaways aways it was always game packs or stuff packs. This giveaway winner chooses what pack they want.

This post was supposed to also have a TikTok made about the giveaway but I have been awake for three days and I am not making a TikTok about this today. Honestly I’ve been trying to go to sleep since two this morning. Today is the first time I’ve been tired and been manic at the same time. 0/10 don’t recommend.

10/13/23

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So I love horror movies but basically only slashers, problem is, that my best friend loves supernatural ones and usually when I’m at her house she will have a movie on about some evil shit. I’ve had personal experiences with supernatural things, we will just leave it at that. Those types of movies I don’t like, they give me nightmares. I’m not shy about my mental health problems anywhere online, so I’m just going to say this sometimes movies she watches will have me seeing shit, like I suffer from hallucinations so sometimes i can’t tell if it’s my symptoms or my thoughts making me see things. For example, before she moves in the building I live in she was living with family but would come spend weekends at my apartment. So we were flipping through movies on Hulu and I admit I put the movie on….but I really didn’t want to watch it so I asked if we could watch something else, and she said she wanted to watch it so I left it on. I don’t know why I asked her, we were in my apartment watching on Hulu that I paid for. She went home after the weekend and I couldn’t sleep without all the lights on for weeks. I even made a TikTok about it and afterwards I told her she couldn’t watch any demon shit in my apartment and the reason I gave her is that I don’t want demons in my house and to watch it and have them in her cousins apartment. Even now if I’m at her house at the same time a mutual friend is at her house, he will tell her she can’t watch the shit around him.

So all that to say, I don’t really like supernatural movies especially about evil shit. I’ve had experiences, so….

However there are supernatural movies that are Jolene approved, it’s a short list. Pumpkinhead, any krampus movie, seconds apart and Mama. The last one, I ended up buying a digital copy of.