I hate that I miss D, I’m trying so hard not to text him and tell him I miss him. I was talking to another guy but last night he basically told me it was my fault that D was beating my ass which really hurt me that he would even say that. I flipped out and told him to get the fuck out of my house and to stay away from me. My best friend Stacey moved into the apartment building I live in last week, she’s a floor away from me and one apartment over.

I’m so excited that we live in the same building again, two days ago we ran a bunch of errands and we were gone all day. She has been giving me a lot of stuff for my apartment and its just been nice having her here. I’ve been struggling with my mental health and I know I haven’t been blogging often. My laptop crashed so someone gave me their old laptop, it still has windows seven so I’m not able to play sims 4 on it.

I’m saving money to get a gaming laptop still. I haven’t really been doing surveys lately.