Category Archives: Personal

Personal Update

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I have been dealing with a respiratory infection for the past two weeks which has made it extremely difficult for me to be on the computer for long periods of time doing anything more then checking email. I have been sleeping a lot, doing a lot of breathing treatments and binge watching tv shows, movies and reading.

The up and down weather and all the rain has also left me in a lot of pain, my knees have been bothering me something fierce. I can make promises about blogging more but honestly I never know what I will be doing or what will come up so I won’t bother. If you subscribe to updates via email, you will get my entries in your email..otherwise keep checking my social media, Links get shared every time I post.

Now that it is warmer outside I want to get outside and do some walking, I gained a bit of weight over the winter and i’m not happy with myself. It’s more painful the heavier I am on my knees and harder for me to breathe. I also want to quit smoking and be smoke free by August.

 

March Recap & Post Goals for April

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March was an off month, I ordered a new laptop in the beginning of the month and was waiting for it to get here. I reconnected with an old friend whose going through a hard time and have been spending a lot of time with her. I blogged nine times in March, these are the four entries you should check out.

 

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/appwebsite-review-pluto-tv/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/five-book-related-subscription-boxes-i-want-to-try/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/seven-little-known-facts/

http://jolene.thislove.nu/2018/03/i-hate-this/

 

 

For April I’m going to post at least once a week and get two survey site reviews done and at least one product review. I have some appointments set up for this month and am waiting on the social security decision and whether I have to appeal again, to go before a judge this time. Happy Easter to those who celebrate and Happy Fools day to those who don’t.

Dear Nobody

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I am finally in a good place in my life, I have worked hard during the last nine years to get here. I applied for disability, I moved into transitional housing in order to get my mental health situated. I opened up myself in therapy, in mental health related groups.

I graduated from groups twice, I got out of transitional housing in 2014 with literally no support from family. I stayed with friends, crashed at a motel for a week and then lived in apartments with college kids. I have my own place now and I am managing my own money.

I went through a lot of bullshit to get here though, fake friends, the sudden death of my ex and having my mental health problems used against me resulting in me being arrested by an former landlord.

I deserve some happiness, I deserve someone who doesn’t throw the fact that I am on disability in my face. As if your problems are so much greater then mine.

Although you love to tell me you are “different” then other guys, you do the same things they did. I don’t have a voice with you, I listen and remember everything you say but things I say aren’t important to you.

I feel like I’m dealing with the same crap that I was at age 19, in a different package. I’m constantly being accused of cheating, of lying. I’m sick of putting on a fake smile like everything is all good. When I know its not.

If you don’t want this anymore then go, I’m not holding you hostage.