I really hate when people comment on my height:

I know I am tall but stop asking me how tall I am and making dumb comments about it. You can’t find anything else to ask me about that doesn’t relate to my height like my name.

I don’t mind helping people but I hate being taken advantage of:

I have a big heart when it comes to helping people and I always get fucked over or taken advantage of. People seem to thing I am supposed to help them because we are friends but when I do, I never get the help in return if I need it.

I have been blogging since I was sixteen 

I have been making websites since 1998 and blogging since 1999, before wordpress. I actually used to blog by hand, manually and used javascript comment popups.

I am really lazy and unmotivated at times

Sometimes I don’t want to do anything which makes it hard being a writer and owning a blog. I have to force myself to blog sometimes and I have a million novels that are half completed. This annoys my SO btw, he is the complete opposite of me.

I was bullied in school

I don’t like to talk about it but I had a couple of experiences that were horrible for me and is one of the reasons why I dropped out of high school at seventeen. One of the more damaging was when I was in the fifth grade and hit in the eye with an acorn by an eighteen year old, when I was walking back to my aunts house from the bus stop after school.

I was in an abusive relationship

For three years I was in an emotional and physically abusive relationship, even over ten years later it still gets swept under the rug by him and his family.

I have a hard time opening up to people

I have been hurt a lot by people who were really close to me so when people ask me why I like them or love them, I can’t put it in to words. I guard my heart really carefully because of things that happened in the past by people I trusted with my life.

There’s a look into me, I am trying to come up with new post topics and being more open about myself on this blog. Hope that you enjoyed this post.