Category Archives: Blogging

Sick yet again

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I think I have bronchitis, I’ve just been laying low and trying to get better by myself. I went with a friend on Friday to spend the night at his friend’s house with a promise for a ride home. Then on Saturday I’m woken up and told we have to leave and I’m thinking that I’m going to get a ride home. Unfortunately I am told I have to walk several miles to get home, luckily I was able to secure a ride with somebody that I asked if they would please give me a ride home. I did get home and I am never going anywhere with him again because this is the second time that he has tried them to make me walk from the west side to the east side. I have not heard from him since.

I have to go downtown to social services on Tuesday to figure out this back rent situation and to get a temporary food stamp card. I have been craving a turkey sub and a Pepsi for the last couple days. I haven’t been feeling great and I’ve been having trouble breathing. I have to call my case manager for housing on Tuesday to see if she has had any luck finding me a new location for me to live.

I’ve been listening to the crime junkie podcast even though I am years behind on Spotify. I have also been playing coin master. I’m going to try to keep writing blog post periodically and hopefully keep this blog updated.

I’m sick

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I don’t know how I got sick but hopefully it’s just a cold and not something that will land me in the emergency room. I haven’t really done anything that last week worth talking about. The gas station down the street reopened last week so I went to get a soda and a lighter. Been spending a lot of time on fandom and fun joint forum.

It snowed

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I’m sitting here waiting for ACT to deliver my medicine and possibly give me my injection and it snowed this morning. I’m bored and I’m trying to find ways to entertain myself.

I promised a entry every day, so here is day two. I have no plans for the day and I really want some coffee but can’t get any. 😔

What’s been new

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So I was homeless for 8 months which I stayed at a shelter twice and couch hopped mostly, then I got linked up with RSI who found me this 2 bedroom apartment that I have been living in since March. I found a roommate which has been helping me with the rent and food and I’m still linked with ACT which is for my mental health.

I am still single but I have male friends, I haven’t been posting on social media lately. I lost everything when I became homeless and now only have furniture because of RSI and clothes because of my mom. I lost a ton of weight and my clothes are mostly too big.

I’m probably not going to do anything for the holidays, they cut food stamps in new York State because of the government shut down. My health has been okay but my asthma has put me in the ER four times in the last six months.

I’m using my friends wifi and I can’t play any games, watch movies or go on TikTok cause she gets pissed so I guess I’ll just try to blog every day and try to revamp my website via my phone. I still don’t have a laptop since mine was stolen by my ex in October of 2023.

I mostly sit in the apartment bored and try to fill my day up with reading and writing. I have writers block and haven’t written anything in a long time. My phone is off and has been off since July. I’m going to turn it back on in January I believe.

Nothing really has been going on the last couple of months, I’m going to start blogging a couple of times a week to keep y’all updated.

Good Morning

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Another night where I only got two hours of sleep, I’m still sick and I’m still not sure what I have but I’m hoping and praying that I kick this by Wednesday. I am binge Greys Anatomy seasons 16 through 18 on Netflix because I cancelled its beginning March 4th. I’m just going to watch season 19 on Hulu. I don’t know if anyone comes here anymore but I found my Blog Planner so I will start to plan entries out again.

Health Issues and Blog updates

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So I’ve been so dizzy since yesterday, I’ve also been super hungry and my sister thinks I’m pregnant, God I hope not. I mean if I was, I’d keep the baby but The father is just like my son’s father in personality. They are both Geminis, I am a Gemini and we clash. He can’t handle his liquor and he has put his hands on me.

I was super dizzy yesterday at my sisters, I was also in so much pain and she wants me to go to her orthopedic appointment on Tuesday, she’s scared they are going to tell her she needs to have surgery so I am going for moral support. I am also going to see if they take my insurance because I don’t like my current ortho and I am positive I have arthritis in other places then just my knees.

I went to bed at 11pm last night and woke up at four this morning, When I got up, I used the bathroom and almost fell asleep on the toilet four times and almost fell head first off the toilet three times. I need to go get this checked out.

As for this blog/website, I’m going to add some pages and stuff, so I can get more in depth about me, I’m going through the links to other pages today and maybe adding some new stuff off my list. I’m going to try to blog at least twice a week and eventually I will go back to reviewing survey sites like I was in the past.

I’ve been getting so many followers on social media, especially TikTok, I haven’t made a video in awhile but I do have videos on there. I go by Midnightjojo if you want to check me out. Besides being dizzy and in pain, I’m going to play coin master today and it’s quest day.

Games, Games, Wikipedia & Health stuff.

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So Im not sure if I am manic but I only got three hours of sleep last night and besides being in pain, I feel okay. I did take a couple of my sleeping medication to see if I can take a little nap though, My whole body hurts and I’ve felt this way since Wednesday. I don’t know what I did, it just seems like I have arthritis in more places then my knees. I’m thinking about finding a new orthopedic, She has me on Meloxicam which is an anti-inflammatory, but she never gives me refills, ever. My sister is on a lower dose of the same med and she gets refills, I’m thinking about going where she goes or back to dent because I have to see a neurologist too.

I ended up canceling my therapist appointment and my injection last week, I had some kind of 24hr bug and cases are going back up here, my doctors office doesn’t want you to come in if you are sick. I had a doctors appointment that week but I was able to do that over the phone, and she ended up giving me a higher dose of my anti psychotic, so we will see if that helps with the mania. I have been on every med under the sun and the only one I refuse to take is Lithium, I had a roommate that was on it and she ended up in the hospital for four months because it made her really sick.

Last night, I had dinner at my sisters and her friend got me a pint of E&J Apple, we walked to the store and when we got back, I could tell that he was about to start shit with me so I left. I came home and didn’t go to sleep until Five this morning and then was up by Eight.

I have been downloading a lot of games, and reading about Serial killers and missing people on Wikipedia. I had brunch with my sister, just oatmeal and bacon. Then I told her that if I didn’t call her by 8pm to eat without me and I’d cook us dinner tomorrow. We share meals, a lot and take turns cooking.

I feel like I don’t have much to say these days, I can’t believe I’ve had this blog since 2017. I’m going to start planning out blogs again when I find my planner and maybe get back into doing giveaways.

Update on my life

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So I’ve moved into a new apartment in August, it’s a lot bigger then my old apartment although it is also a studio. A month after I moved I’m they renovated my apartment and put me up in a hotel for three weeks as well as gave me money for transportation and food. The new renovations look really good, they are working on the last few apartments on every floor now (there are 12 floors, I’m on 6). They are also renovatioing the hallways too.

I’ve been dealing with a lot, I’m struggling with some stuff mentally and it’s been really hard to concentrate lately. I signed up for a couple of interesting courses through Coursera and it’s been helping keep my mind off things. I am keeping my mental health appointments through zoom although the office I go to tried to force me to come in person. My therapist appointments are via zoom so I didn’t understand why my psychiatrist appointments couldn’t be.

I contacted my case manager and had her advocate for me, and now I have all zoom appointments except for my injection which is in person. My mom and I are going out to dinner once a month again and we will probably go next week. We went to Applebee’s last month and I updated her on everything. I don’t remember if I blogged about why I moved so I’ll recap.

I got in altercation with some neighbors in my old building why I was off my meds and I was basically sent to the hospital. I stayed for two weeks before I was released. A couple of weeks after I got out, two neighbors were fighting in the hallway and decided it would be a great idea to try to kick my door in. I called the cops several times and they said they couldn’t do anything even though one of the times they caught the person in action.

The next day I packed a bag and went to Ds mom’s house where I basically lived for 8 months until I found this apartment. The rent is higher here but I can manage. A month after I moved in, D’s mom got new furniture and gave me her old set (a sectional, a couch and a love seat), I wouldn’t been able to fit all of it into my old apartment.

I had to do a recovery on my laptop to fix the issue that I couldn’t play the sims. I can play now. Im so sorry I haven’t been blogging more often. I’ll probably blog once a week from now on.

It’s been awhile

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I know that I have been slacking on blog posts, site design, updating and I haven’t even been doing a whole lot of surveys lately either. I haven’t much felt like being on the computer at all in the last couple of months.

I’ve had a couple of appointments, finally got my second depo injection. Been doing a lot of reading and I never thought I would see the day where I said I’m burned out on reading.

I will be working on a new site design in the next couple of days, It will probably be up by the end of the week.